Keto Ascend a place that we've actually didn't fall called demos it's beautiful and I was just like she's not the skinniest of people she's not beat by any means but she's not skinny um you know what you do know was skinny and I was like she's absolutely beautiful but yet she probably wears a similar size clothing size to me now but yeah I just feel so from pain and like but literally like anything I put on virtually I just feel oh and this isn't just about me getting to a figure I did I mean I think that the figures help me because I think I've always had a bit of an iffy relationship with weight in food and I know looking back at pictures